always.

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

wahh..
i feel DAMN ACCOMPLISHED!!

hahahahaha!

just went for a two hour strumming session with my guitar..
yesh~
just mi and my guitar=)

strum until me finger tips all swollen.
BUT i manage to practise until the prelude of QIng TIan is perfect!
no la, just the transition of the chords very smooth.
hahah.. so happy.

dunno is it counted as punishment or blessing in diguise la..

cuz i was going to use the strumming to purpose hurt my fingers
CUZ.. stupid XY made a fatal AND stooooopit mistake during chem SPA today.
was supposed to multiply one,
then i divide it.

omg. die lor.
last min realise the mistake,
tried to change BUT,
just as i was abt to change x,
tcher: " time's up"

ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

T.T

nvm... now my chords for qing tian prelude very smooth liao..
self-comfort...
T.T

oooHHHhh.. and i really love practicising w guitar mates..
nt cuz i can smtimes make mistake w/o others noticing la,
but cuz the melody that is produced when all the section combines is DAMN NICE!!!

hahah~
now the tunes keep on playing in my head..
cannot stop
lol.

i love my guitar.
and his name is RED=)
cuz everyone agrees he is red=))))

my Red!

haha.

oh, promised twin to upload the 92 random photos we took when we visited RV ytd.
dunno why we visit la.
but i just suddenly have the urge to go back.. really miss rv.
haix. sad tt nvr ask ah mu ah ma and ham to go..
if not SPA famiily reunite liao -_=

lol!

here goes nth..

back at RV... T.T
the whole place was flooded w tears la.. cuz everyone so gan dong/touched we went bac=)

two ghosts being random!

not so random

random again

AHA! chio bu=)

happy twins!!

retarded twins!!!

random twins AGAIN!!!!

twin feet! LOL!

chio twin la.. (let u happy awhile)

twin crying cuz yawn bully her! =(

twin wants more tissue! MORE! -_-

Yawn refused and in turn threatens twin with her black face! AHAHA!

so twin did bollywood dance for yawn..

and yawn did bollywood dance back! (omg. im so lame!)

so the twins are happily tgt again!=)

but twin still wants her tissue..

omg..tis is too lame. i shall shut up and upload.

ok.. cannot shut up la.
CUZ... HERE COMES THE TWINS' [SPOT the RV peeps] series..
haha!

seeing WanCi

seeing LTLT(1)

seeing LTLT(2)

seeing LTLT(3)

seeing JW's siNoob=)

seeing CHarlie.c~

seeing sailormoon/hui.z jie

seeing jidan

seeing lailai

seeing..........

guess leh...

SOH!

seeing si uncle..

seeing waterwoman!!

AND thats all folks!

ha! yawn took a pic of the raindrop!!so cool=)) that's after she got raindrops dripping off my phone. GRRR..

abstract lemon tea=))

yawn plays the guitar!

in fact.. my beloved guitar... RED!!!!!!!!!! =)))

so red.. haha

Monday, May 26, 2008

郭静 - 下一个天亮
作词：姚若龙作曲：陈小霞

用起伏的背影挡住哭泣的心

有些故事不必说给每个人听

许多眼睛看的太浅太近

错过我没被看见那个自己

用简单的言语解开超载的心

有些情绪是该说给懂的人听

你的热泪比我激动怜惜

我发誓要更努力更有勇气

等下一个天亮

去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗

有些积雪会自己融化

你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂

等下一个天亮

把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗

我喜欢我飞舞的头发

和飘著雨还是眺望的眼光

用简单的言语解开超载的心
有些情绪是该说给懂的人听
你的热泪比我激动怜惜
我发誓要更努力更有勇气

等下一个天亮
去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗
有些积雪会自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂
等下一个天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
和飘著雨还是眺望的眼光

时间可以磨去我的棱角

有些坚持却永远磨不掉

请容许我小小的骄傲

因为有你这样的依靠

等下一个天亮
去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗
有些积雪会自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂
等下一个天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
和飘著雨还是眺望的眼光

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

don't why is it that when i listen to this song,
i thought of soh.

lol. i know that was like very long ago
and this song has absolutely nth to do w him..
but... the feeling the song gave me..just reminds me of him=[

its the sad kind of happiness...
or maybe the happy kind of sadness..

after listening to this song last night
i actually couldnt sleep.
-_-

dunno leh,
i thought i had completely brain-washed myself
yet ytd i actually thought about him
and memories in RV.

maybe i just missed rv alot ba.
Maybe i missed my frens and classmates too much..

haix.
but the cool air, the cold wind and smell of the rain just remind me of those days when i thought i was so happy.

now, looking back at the emails/sms i sent him,
im actually quite tickled. i sounded so childish!!
aiyo, at least i can try to sound chimmer or more mature mah!
tsk. so dui lian( throw face=[ )

hahaha!

whatever la, that's the past.

haix. the only one tt is worrying me now IS MY STUPID DAD.

three yrs ago or sth,
he said he would quit smoking.
okay, he almost REALLY quited But the last moment,
he got hooked again..

now, no matter what i say or so,
he refused to listen to me.
AND, even worse, everytime i try to talk to him seriously abt smoking,
he pretends im not there.

i know its useless telling him how lung cancer and stuff can occur,
BECAUSE IM SURE DEEP INSIDE HE KNOWS THAT..

but, why? why cant he be a man and quit smoking??!!

really dont know what to do to help him liao.
he's no longer very young ok..
@&^$%**(&))*%$##

grrr... i really donno what to do.
F.

its like everytime i see him smoke i CAN practically feel my own lungs hurting.
really very pei fu how xiaomeng can be sort of neutral to this liao.

cuz i cant!

i cant think abt life w/o him.

URGH.
stoopit.
this is so stoopit.

if i had a time machine,
or i could travel back to the past...
I WILL SKIN/MURDER THE PERSON WHO FOUND NICOTINE OR CAME UP WITH CIGARETTES!

tmd.

why cant u think for yourself!
#@$%*^(*&!@!!!!!

Saturday, May 24, 2008

whoosh~
the Holydays are here...
and again, im not very excited.

because of many reasons:
1) PW
2) hw
3) common test
4) "take"
5) stoopid ignorant ppl from "take" class

!@*&^%$##$%"!@*&^%$##$%

lol

sad things aside..
TWINS(genuine ones, not the fakes one ppl boast ard in schs these days) had an outing AGAIN!!

and the venue for ytd was Orchard!
=))))))))

really nvr frequent tt place for some time liao..
esp with yawntwin.
the last time we went fareast was for prom shopping!
and that was like such a long while ago...

actually we were supposed to watch yawn's daughter, jing wei's CO performace
but.. hehe.. i lost my 12 dollar ticket..

so... yawn decided to pei wo.. and she didnt go as well~
so touched!!!!
she wasted her 12dollars JUST FOR ME...
muahahahaha!

anyway, our first stop was fareast,
where we were reminiscing abt our prom shopping and stuff..
haix.. those were the happy days..
(oh, i was secretly hoping tt i could bump into S** or sth but i forgot abt it after a while)

the only puchase made there was this cute pink polar bear-rubber-band i bought. we visited many shops la, in fact almost all the shops..

OH! i just rmb.. i saw janice pidduck, the writer or sth from Seventeen mag~~~ so cool!

anyway, the last shop we went to was THIS fashion la...
hahahaha..
and again we tried on clothes just for fun.. but its really fun.
=))))))

after tt yawn decided we should head down to Isetan cuz she wanted to show me sth cute.
Cute stationeries in Isetan??
crap. in the children section..

BUT, the stationeries turned out to be really nice!!!!!!!!!
I really fell in love with the cupcake and icecream cone pouches but they were way beyond my budget PLUS i later found out tt they were or putting ezlink card or sth, cuz they've no zip-_-

then, we rummaged around... and got a big shock!
cuz we found.. THIS!!

LOVELY TWINS pencil case!!!!
which could also be used as clutch bag(if u want to or dare to)
HAHAHAH
IM SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its SO CUTE AND SOH TWIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(even thought it cost me 15 bucks-_-)lol

lalala~
and we even bought matching LOVELY TWINS stickers!!!
wahahaha...
these are really rare finds...

whew.. im so excited now=))
haha
tada...

really love twins!
and after that yawn's mum called her to go back to eat..
so, she invited me along too!
haha, dinner money is saved~

dunno leh, but everytime yawn's house i feel very at home=)
cuz her mum very fwendly!
yah, like what her mum say, a bit like guo nian again
cuz she was stuffing me with goodies and everything=D
lalal~

then we watched tv tgt and..
lost track of time-__-

luckily, when i reached home which was ard 930,
nobody said anything!
(except for some kpo uncle at my house at tt time, i think is ur dad leh MX)

i love twins outing..
and i want more!!

haha...later i can upload our neoprints or sth...

oh, last night i had this very weird and scary dream
about me being bitten by a deadly scorpion and cobra.
then i knew i was going to die.. and i saw how ppl will react when im dead.. its so scary..
and stupid la.

but when i woke up halfway i was shivering terribly.
grrr... let's not think abt it..

twins outing~

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
let me dedicate this song to yawn..
the first line is very true..
HAHAHAHAH..

范玮琪 - 一个像夏天一个像秋天
词:姚若龙曲:陈小霞
专辑：我们的纪念日

第一次见面看你不太顺眼
谁知道后来关系那么密切
我们一个像夏天一个像秋天
却总能把冬天变成了春天
你拖我离开一场爱的风雪
我背你逃出一次梦的断裂
遇见一个人然后生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节
如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我只是骂我几句
如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音我的有口无心
我离不开Darling更离不开你
你了解我所有得意的东西
才常泼我冷水怕我忘形
你知道我所有丢脸的事情
却为我的美好形象保密

==================
=))))))))))))))))))))

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

===========================================

even though on documents im no longer a citizen of china,
but i really do feel tt im still part of there.

its still my hometown..

tt's why when my mum asked me to watch the news just now,
i went speechless.

Severe earthquake in china si chuan killed 12000 ppl, 7000 or more were unfound.

4yrs ago, i was there at sichuan.
and i almost went to dujiangyan, the region tt experience most damage..

im not sure of what to say but i feel scared.
it could have been me.
well, somehow it felt like it has happened to me personally.
and i still cant get over the shock.

one of the scenes from the news tt was left imprinted on my mind was the scene of a sch, which had turned to piles of debris and dead bodies.
its not fair.
couldnt bear to imagine kids like us studying halfway and then dead the very next moment.

im fortunate.
so are my relatives and family bah.

of course im glad we're all safe..
but i really do feel for all the victims and family of the victims back in China.

i know i did not experiences it myself and im in no right to judge or even come near to understanding how they feel but..

i really do feel remorseful..
(not really good with my words..)

and i really hope my prayers will reach all those in china, being affected in one way or another.

life is always full of expected events.
im once again reminded tt tmr doesnt means there's always future for me.. or u..

"live today to the fullest" -quote from mr soh.

or at least remind those around u how much u love them before u lose the chance.

this is so horrible.

( http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20080513/ap_on_re_as/china_earthquake_79;_ylt=AomT9tC4YylBJXwXv94zc_b9xg8F )

Thursday, May 08, 2008

omg. i just realise the blog song i uploaded previously was sang by some random auntie with a broken voice.

so crappy.

why are there so many BU ZI LIANG LI de ppl in this world-_-

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

[遇到]

不用来回张望了
知道今世我们相隔着一个街角~
这么久了还是可以看到
感觉的到你对我的重要
不会被天黑天亮打扰
你每一次的温柔我都想炫耀~
我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我比谁都更明白你的重要
沉默久了我就决定了
决定了你的手我握了不会放掉
我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我答应自己不再庸人自扰
因为我要的我自己知道
只要你的肩膀依然让我靠

a nice song introduced by yawntwin=)

p.s seriouslee! there's been a lot of ppl in my sch sprouting out twins..
one even called her twin evil twin..
omg... tt's copyrighted okay!!
nahhh, jk=)

Monday, May 05, 2008

twins went for an outing ytd!!!!!!!!!

twin got no time to blog but will blog abt it soon.

mean while. yawn can kope these pics=)


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Hit counter code here	Wednesday, May 28, 2008 wahh.. i feel DAMN ACCOMPLISHED!! hahahahaha! just went for a two hour strumming session with my guitar.. yesh~ just mi and my guitar=) strum until me finger tips all swollen. BUT i manage to practise until the prelude of QIng TIan is perfect! no la, just the transition of the chords very smooth. hahah.. so happy. dunno is it counted as punishment or blessing in diguise la.. cuz i was going to use the strumming to purpose hurt my fingers CUZ.. stupid XY made a fatal AND stooooopit mistake during chem SPA today. was supposed to multiply one, then i divide it. omg. die lor. last min realise the mistake, tried to change BUT, just as i was abt to change x, tcher: " time's up" ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T nvm... now my chords for qing tian prelude very smooth liao.. self-comfort... T.T oooHHHhh.. and i really love practicising w guitar mates.. nt cuz i can smtimes make mistake w/o others noticing la, but cuz the melody that is produced when all the section combines is DAMN NICE!!! hahah~ now the tunes keep on playing in my head.. cannot stop lol. i love my guitar. and his name is RED=) cuz everyone agrees he is red=)))) my Red! haha. oh, promised twin to upload the 92 random photos we took when we visited RV ytd. dunno why we visit la. but i just suddenly have the urge to go back.. really miss rv. haix. sad tt nvr ask ah mu ah ma and ham to go.. if not SPA famiily reunite liao -_= lol! here goes nth.. back at RV... T.T the whole place was flooded w tears la.. cuz everyone so gan dong/touched we went bac=) two ghosts being random! not so random random again AHA! chio bu=) happy twins!! retarded twins!!! random twins AGAIN!!!! twin feet! LOL! chio twin la.. (let u happy awhile) twin crying cuz yawn bully her! =( twin wants more tissue! MORE! -_- Yawn refused and in turn threatens twin with her black face! AHAHA! so twin did bollywood dance for yawn.. and yawn did bollywood dance back! (omg. im so lame!) so the twins are happily tgt again!=) but twin still wants her tissue.. omg..tis is too lame. i shall shut up and upload. ok.. cannot shut up la. CUZ... HERE COMES THE TWINS' [SPOT the RV peeps] series.. haha! seeing WanCi seeing LTLT(1) seeing LTLT(2) seeing LTLT(3) seeing JW's siNoob=) seeing CHarlie.c~ seeing sailormoon/hui.z jie seeing jidan seeing lailai seeing.......... guess leh... SOH! seeing si uncle.. seeing waterwoman!! AND thats all folks! ha! yawn took a pic of the raindrop!!so cool=)) that's after she got raindrops dripping off my phone. GRRR.. abstract lemon tea=)) yawn plays the guitar! in fact.. my beloved guitar... RED!!!!!!!!!! =))) so red.. haha 10:14 PM · Monday, May 26, 2008 郭静 - 下一个天亮作词：姚若龙作曲：陈小霞用起伏的背影挡住哭泣的心有些故事不必说给每个人听许多眼睛看的太浅太近错过我没被看见那个自己用简单的言语解开超载的心有些情绪是该说给懂的人听你的热泪比我激动怜惜我发誓要更努力更有勇气等下一个天亮去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗有些积雪会自己融化你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂等下一个天亮把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗我喜欢我飞舞的头发和飘著雨还是眺望的眼光用简单的言语解开超载的心有些情绪是该说给懂的人听你的热泪比我激动怜惜我发誓要更努力更有勇气等下一个天亮去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗有些积雪会自己融化你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂等下一个天亮把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗我喜欢我飞舞的头发和飘著雨还是眺望的眼光时间可以磨去我的棱角有些坚持却永远磨不掉请容许我小小的骄傲因为有你这样的依靠等下一个天亮去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗有些积雪会自己融化你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂等下一个天亮把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗我喜欢我飞舞的头发和飘著雨还是眺望的眼光 +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ don't why is it that when i listen to this song, i thought of soh. lol. i know that was like very long ago and this song has absolutely nth to do w him.. but... the feeling the song gave me..just reminds me of him=[ its the sad kind of happiness... or maybe the happy kind of sadness.. after listening to this song last night i actually couldnt sleep. -_- dunno leh, i thought i had completely brain-washed myself yet ytd i actually thought about him and memories in RV. maybe i just missed rv alot ba. Maybe i missed my frens and classmates too much.. haix. but the cool air, the cold wind and smell of the rain just remind me of those days when i thought i was so happy. now, looking back at the emails/sms i sent him, im actually quite tickled. i sounded so childish!! aiyo, at least i can try to sound chimmer or more mature mah! tsk. so dui lian( throw face=[ ) hahaha! whatever la, that's the past. haix. the only one tt is worrying me now IS MY STUPID DAD. three yrs ago or sth, he said he would quit smoking. okay, he almost REALLY quited But the last moment, he got hooked again.. now, no matter what i say or so, he refused to listen to me. AND, even worse, everytime i try to talk to him seriously abt smoking, he pretends im not there. i know its useless telling him how lung cancer and stuff can occur, BECAUSE IM SURE DEEP INSIDE HE KNOWS THAT.. but, why? why cant he be a man and quit smoking??!! really dont know what to do to help him liao. he's no longer very young ok.. @&^$%*(&))%$## grrr... i really donno what to do. F. its like everytime i see him smoke i CAN practically feel my own lungs hurting. really very pei fu how xiaomeng can be sort of neutral to this liao. cuz i cant! i cant think abt life w/o him. URGH. stoopit. this is so stoopit. if i had a time machine, or i could travel back to the past... I WILL SKIN/MURDER THE PERSON WHO FOUND NICOTINE OR CAME UP WITH CIGARETTES! tmd. why cant u think for yourself! #@$%^(&!@!!!!! 9:25 PM · Saturday, May 24, 2008 whoosh~ the Holydays are here... and again, im not very excited. because of many reasons: 1) PW 2) hw 3) common test 4) "take" 5) stoopid ignorant ppl from "take" class !@&^%$##$%"!@&^%$##$% lol sad things aside.. TWINS(genuine ones, not the fakes one ppl boast ard in schs these days) had an outing AGAIN!! and the venue for ytd was Orchard! =)))))))) really nvr frequent tt place for some time liao.. esp with yawntwin. the last time we went fareast was for prom shopping! and that was like such a long while ago... actually we were supposed to watch yawn's daughter, jing wei's CO performace but.. hehe.. i lost my 12 dollar ticket.. so... yawn decided to pei wo.. and she didnt go as well~ so touched!!!! she wasted her 12dollars JUST FOR ME... muahahahaha! anyway, our first stop was fareast, where we were reminiscing abt our prom shopping and stuff.. haix.. those were the happy days.. (oh, i was secretly hoping tt i could bump into S** or sth but i forgot abt it after a while) the only puchase made there was this cute pink polar bear-rubber-band i bought. we visited many shops la, in fact almost all the shops.. OH! i just rmb.. i saw janice pidduck, the writer or sth from Seventeen mag~~~ so cool! anyway, the last shop we went to was THIS fashion la... hahahaha.. and again we tried on clothes just for fun.. but its really fun. =)))))) after tt yawn decided we should head down to Isetan cuz she wanted to show me sth cute. Cute stationeries in Isetan?? crap. in the children section.. BUT, the stationeries turned out to be really nice!!!!!!!!! I really fell in love with the cupcake and icecream cone pouches but they were way beyond my budget PLUS i later found out tt they were or putting ezlink card or sth, cuz they've no zip-_- then, we rummaged around... and got a big shock! cuz we found.. THIS!! LOVELY TWINS pencil case!!!! which could also be used as clutch bag(if u want to or dare to) HAHAHAH IM SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its SO CUTE AND SOH TWIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (even thought it cost me 15 bucks-_-)lol lalala~ and we even bought matching LOVELY TWINS stickers!!! wahahaha... these are really rare finds... whew.. im so excited now=)) haha tada... really love twins! and after that yawn's mum called her to go back to eat.. so, she invited me along too! haha, dinner money is saved~ dunno leh, but everytime yawn's house i feel very at home=) cuz her mum very fwendly! yah, like what her mum say, a bit like guo nian again cuz she was stuffing me with goodies and everything=D lalal~ then we watched tv tgt and.. lost track of time-__- luckily, when i reached home which was ard 930, nobody said anything! (except for some kpo uncle at my house at tt time, i think is ur dad leh MX) i love twins outing.. and i want more!! haha...later i can upload our neoprints or sth... oh, last night i had this very weird and scary dream about me being bitten by a deadly scorpion and cobra. then i knew i was going to die.. and i saw how ppl will react when im dead.. its so scary.. and stupid la. but when i woke up halfway i was shivering terribly. grrr... let's not think abt it.. twins outing~ ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ let me dedicate this song to yawn.. the first line is very true.. HAHAHAHAH.. 范玮琪 - 一个像夏天一个像秋天词:姚若龙曲:陈小霞专辑：我们的纪念日第一次见面看你不太顺眼谁知道后来关系那么密切我们一个像夏天一个像秋天却总能把冬天变成了春天你拖我离开一场爱的风雪我背你逃出一次梦的断裂遇见一个人然后生命全改变原来不是恋爱才有的情节如果不是你我不会相信朋友比情人还死心塌地就算我忙恋爱把你冷冻结冰你也不会恨我只是骂我几句如果不是你我不会确定朋友比情人更懂得倾听我的弦外之音我的有口无心我离不开Darling更离不开你你了解我所有得意的东西才常泼我冷水怕我忘形你知道我所有丢脸的事情却为我的美好形象保密 ================== =)))))))))))))))))))) 11:53 PM · Tuesday, May 13, 2008 =========================================== even though on documents im no longer a citizen of china, but i really do feel tt im still part of there. its still my hometown.. tt's why when my mum asked me to watch the news just now, i went speechless. Severe earthquake in china si chuan killed 12000 ppl, 7000 or more were unfound. 4yrs ago, i was there at sichuan. and i almost went to dujiangyan, the region tt experience most damage.. im not sure of what to say but i feel scared. it could have been me. well, somehow it felt like it has happened to me personally. and i still cant get over the shock. one of the scenes from the news tt was left imprinted on my mind was the scene of a sch, which had turned to piles of debris and dead bodies. its not fair. couldnt bear to imagine kids like us studying halfway and then dead the very next moment. im fortunate. so are my relatives and family bah. of course im glad we're all safe.. but i really do feel for all the victims and family of the victims back in China. i know i did not experiences it myself and im in no right to judge or even come near to understanding how they feel but.. i really do feel remorseful.. (not really good with my words..) and i really hope my prayers will reach all those in china, being affected in one way or another. life is always full of expected events. im once again reminded tt tmr doesnt means there's always future for me.. or u.. "live today to the fullest" -quote from mr soh. or at least remind those around u how much u love them before u lose the chance. this is so horrible. ( http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20080513/ap_on_re_as/china_earthquake_79;_ylt=AomT9tC4YylBJXwXv94zc_b9xg8F ) 10:21 PM · Thursday, May 08, 2008 omg. i just realise the blog song i uploaded previously was sang by some random auntie with a broken voice. so crappy. why are there so many BU ZI LIANG LI de ppl in this world-_- 10:28 PM · Tuesday, May 06, 2008 [遇到] 不用来回张望了知道今世我们相隔着一个街角~ 这么久了还是可以看到感觉的到你对我的重要不会被天黑天亮打扰你每一次的温柔我都想炫耀~ 我们绕了这么一圈才遇到我比谁都更明白你的重要沉默久了我就决定了决定了你的手我握了不会放掉我们绕了这么一圈才遇到我答应自己不再庸人自扰因为我要的我自己知道只要你的肩膀依然让我靠 a nice song introduced by yawntwin=) p.s seriouslee! there's been a lot of ppl in my sch sprouting out twins.. one even called her twin evil twin.. omg... tt's copyrighted okay!! nahhh, jk=) 10:38 PM · Monday, May 05, 2008 twins went for an outing ytd!!!!!!!!! twin got no time to blog but will blog abt it soon. mean while. yawn can kope these pics=) 4:43 PM ·